Monday, December 27, 2004
i dunno y but i cldnt get to slp last nite. mayb it's cos i'm nervous abt my 1st day of work, mayb it's cos i slpt too much (i only woke up at 1.30pm yday) the day b4. haha think my biological clocks but screwed upside down from all the late nites n not slping at all on christmas eve. but anws, i gotta screw it back to normal soon if not i'm really screwed yah? i'll go to work luking lyk a panda, do things lyk a sloth, mayb slp lyk a baby on my job, den get slaughtered lyk a chicken by my boss whoever he/she is. haha excuse me if i sound retarded or crazy. must b the lack of slp :þ
anw i was talking to my mum, or rather she was talking to me abt work ethics n all the do's n dont's from her work experience. think she mayb even more excited than i am abt my going to work. hahaz she told me q happily last nite dat
i can finally earn money for her instead of taking hers. so cute. my mum n dad r getting cuter nowadays n they say end their smses with
"love, ur cute mum" n
"love, ur cute dad" respectively :D
i think i'v been v happy for the past few days from all the outings n gatherings with old frens n close frens n i kinda feel lyk i'v grown up in some ways. i dun feel so sian abt things anymore, i dun feel as angry as i used to when my bro or sis irritate me, i dun feel so repulsive of things n pple dat i used to dislike, n most importantly, i think i'v learnt to b happy. mayb it sounds weird but i always felt dat i'v nv been really happy in my life. dat's has changed tho.. after dis few days, i'v come to realise some things n got enlightened abt some issues by some other little encounters with pple arnd me. dis quote sent to me by m1 just popped up in my mind.. haha
It isn't what you have, or who you are, or where you are, or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy. It is what you think about.
- Dale Carneigie
i lyk such quotes. mayb cos
some r so inspiring, some encouraging, some just sounds nice, n some of which i can relate to. yup, i think i'v grown up :D hahaz my dad just gave me a red packet n wished me gd luck for work. so sweet rite. kinda felt lyk crying for a moment. i love my family alot, perhaps now more than i used to. i just feel dat i'v changed somewhat cos i really do feel different inside tho i cant explain it. it feels damn gd. sorta lyk i'm a caterpillar dat has changed into a butterfly, if u get wad i mean. hahaha okay gtg get ready for work now.
wish me luck!
random thoughts at 2:05:00 PM
